I keep rewriting this post. Exhausted. Sleepless. You know how it goes when the shaking comes around. Butterflies. Except this time we have reached clear skies.
At least as far as I’m concerned.
I realize that there is not much I need to say to confirm what we already know. Maybe Dia knew all along, but had to believe it and act commensurate with that, which took time and patience. Tearing down those walls, perhaps? Also throw some therapy in the mix and here we are.
When I think about love, I think about this Hidden Word:
O SON OF MAN!
For everything there is a sign. The sign of love is fortitude under My decree and patience under My trials.
This quote always reminds me of cartograstrology.
I am sure mighty impressed with Dia’s progress over the past five years. I love that Medium blog post about the mountain! Did this “decree” encoded in the STARS inspire her to fortify her resolve to keep going all the way to the finish even when things seemed lost? Was she patient as I eventually and inevitably stumbled my way into the “Raiders map room” myself after a long and weary quest, right on the day?
What do you all think? Is this true love?
Either way – if she ain’t the one, I doubt I’ll ever love another again.